it's 5:52Am now and i'm awake.
talking to yuani online. (:

we're both such confused souls.

yesterday at this time,
i think i was roaming town
or at hilton rooftop pool.

okay,
i think its time to sleep le.

Goodnight.

Graduation night was really in a way,
Glamourous.

many people who wouldnt want to be caught wearing a dress wore, a dress.
people like Jinger, Peihan. (:
they didnt look too bad either! :D
pretty pretty.

checked into the Hilton hotel room;
and we bought Alot of food! heh.
Jasmine came and helped me to do makeup.
and hello, it's the first time i ever wore,
Eyeliner, Eyeshadow, Eyelash clipper etccc.
felt q weird, but okay la.

i thought that Qq looked very nice.
her self painted top and oriental jacket,
Tyrant! :D

went down level 3,
saw classmates, took photos.
everyone looked really nice la. (:
prettypretty!

sat with..
sookteng/brenda.t/szeyen/susannah/calissa/
candy/brenda.g/konglam/qq.

i thought that Calissa looks especially pretty today.
(:

and candy is still as mean as ever.
she Still insists i look like an ogre.
Fine la. -sticks out tongue.

then there was the luckydraw.
2nd/3rd prize of mini hi fi system
went to Joshinee and Calissa!
both from g2!
but sadly, the ipod went t someone else.

Susie represented our class as Ms Crescentian!
her qn was "describe your perfect honeymoon".
she was Hilarious!
said she wanted to go somewhere convenient and
not too risky or else the "perfect husband will die".
Heh. too cute already!
and no one cld believe that her VeryNice blue cheongsum
was only.. $18!

in the end, Nihaad (canoeing capt!) was crowned!
her qn was "Do you prefer verbs or nouns?"
and i think she answered it really well.

then came the dancing part!
Exciting.
first st was my dancing partner, (my featherheaded gf! :D)
then Joan, who was utterly horny i cld tell.
Heh.
it was really Damn Fun cus everyone just,
Squeezed and had fun! :D

shi&dionne came down!
took afew pics. (:
and dionne wants to borrow my dress?
haha. :D

went down boat quay.
think 15 of us went down tgt, jiawen etc.
in the end we splitted, den met up
with andrew/jing/laura/michelle/sean
at ard 4+?

went back to my own room to bathe
then went to mich's room.
watched chucky. (which michelle kept screaming!)
all of us squeezed onto the bed.
and while i gazed upon the charming blue eyes of the boy!
and some people got abit high.
and jing was too sleepy she slept.

woke up, walked along town.
and i think * got really drunk and all.
Hah.
walked over to Jing's orchard parade room.
saw cute little angmoh boys!
went rooftop swimming pool.

cant rmb, think we went back to someone's room.
in the end, think only sean and me fell asleep?
couldnt rmb abt the rest though.
and they woke me up abt 8+.
yawn. ):

supposed to have breakfast+movie with jing and limin
but i was really too tired la.
went back to my room, and just slept.
they kept calling and i cldnt even hear it. :

woke up, packed and left.

reached home, slept till..nine?
heh.

went out abt 11pm for drink with shi&dee.
went over shi's hse.
watched Queer, which i cldnt accept it.
it looked really unnatural and
i cant accept it la.

left ard 4.
and now it's 4.37am.

class lunch tmr at Sakae,
den meeting dee&shi. :D
i think jcprom shopping shld be Exciting!
yay. it's q easy to find stuff cus,
she's gonna borrow my dress to wear.

haha and i've a feeling,
i'm only gg to wear my dress&heels Only Once.
-grin.

monday,
going Escape with c3 darlings! :D

tuesday..
oh! fengyi finally ends her Econs S paper.
Yay!
her prom shopping too! Hehheh.
and trips to kallang to see someone
go weak at her kness upon seeing her. Haha!

oh, then must plan for christmas party.
and yf's camp coming up!!
fun fun fun. :D

somehow, admist all of this, i miss the times we used to have. everything which used to be so impt to me, memories which have been held close to my heart, is still treasured. perhaps things will never go back to how it used to be, maybe i dont matter anymore. but i hope you know that you'll always be a very impt person to me. or maybe, you wont know. i wish things could be better. but we both living separate lives and we're oth busy. it takes two hands to clap and two parties t be willing so many, this is beyond control. i miss you.

i think Someone is very goodlooking!
and she has nice eyes and sweet voice.
melts.
and a very nice person too.
haha.
and no, i'm not interested.
just think she's pretty! (:

okay, Goodnight world!
and i think my hp bill will explode this month.
but its okay. -grin.
Hahaha.

and i'll leave with a song we danced to at Prom. (:

I look and stare so deep in your eyes
I ouch on you more and more every time
When you leave
I'm beggin you not to go
Call your name two, three times in a row
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame
Yeah, cause I know
I don't understand
Just how your love can do what no one else can.

(: